I don't know if anyone has ever felt this way before. ;[
I fell sad. I need to tell someone , i need to be able to talk to people. Often people talk to me , tell me everything , they seek comfort and understanding. But what about me? Why can't i find someone i can open up to? i just want to talk to someone xD but i lock people out , i hide my feelings. Because no matter how open i seem or how happy i seem , i'm not in my real way. I just want to be able to talk to someone without feeling like they don't care , pity me and so on. I feel stupid admitting it. Every time i try to talk to someone i just end up saying something else.
It make me feel desperate in some strange incomprehensible way. I have no idea how to explain it. Because it's a feeling. I just confused myself. I think i made no sense. Am i crapping too much? LOL
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